Gosh... Im here again! Grr... I'm tired again!

Gosh, one of my close friend in college has a problem right now! I really wanted to help her! Naiintindihan ko xa kaso naiintindihan ko din yung bung barkada! Whatever!

Don't worry Angge... here lang ako as I promise!

ok?

Got this from Burnz's Blog

99 Bolds
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a bathroom
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George Bush
15. I am cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere
20. I can be really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am so not a morning person 30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I can spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied.
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when I die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. I love my dog
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too!
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people 62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing with a passion!
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this
73. I am online a lot
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a wagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with barbies
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I can be very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not
97. I think my hair can be annoying
98. I could be sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"

Wow... I'm here again, it's so nice to be back! I miss my computer! It sucks!!!! I already received my Accounting short quizzes and long exams, I'm so happy that I almost pass all of it... the other one nga lang is I got 30%... I hate it... but that was fine! When I total it... I almost pass our exams! Kaso may upcoming long quiz pa ulit kami! It's all bout Bookvalue per share and earnings per share naman! Haaay... Kelangan kong maghabol on my both major subjects, Financial Accounting II and Financial Management... It just so happen na ang laki ng puhunan ko nung Prelims kaya kahit sorang BAGSAK ako this midterm mejo ok lang... I have to pass na nga lang all my exams and of course our MAJOR EXAM!

Haaayy... I can't help but to think on my BORED yeah GRUMPY lovelife! Walang inspiration!

But that was fine!

I know naman my priorities in life!

Grr... I have to go

Yeah I'm tire na sooopppeeer
Tosha!

Gosh... after my long busy sched time, atlast I'm here again!
Nakakamiss din pala ang aking blog!

Matagal na akong hindi nakapag post!

Sooper dooper busy kasi... esp. now finals na! Naghahabaol nananaman ako sa grade! Final moment ko na to! I have to pass the program this sem, after this sem safe nako!

Grr... ang bababa ng grades ko!

Nakakafrustrate, mababa na grades mo wala ka pang boyfriend! Grr...

But that was finr, anjan naman mga friends ko na mahal ako at mahal ko!

Bwahahahaha...

That's all for now!

Tosha!!!

Goshhh....
Nakakapagod tong week na toh!
Almost lahat kasi ng subjects ko may exam..
biro nio 4 na major ko dati 1 lang...

Tapos itong si Sir Don paimportante Nakakainis xa, oo gwapo xa at mukhang kagalang galang, pero ang yabang yabang at demanding! Grr... He was once my prof sa Finance nung 1st year! and talagang nakakaloko! Prof ko xa ngayon sa Financial Management!

Nagexam kami sa Accouting, grae... Naaawa ako sa sarili koh! Kasi 0 ata talaga score ko!
Yung mga new classmates ko ang bibilis magcompute ang aga matapos... nakakapangliit!

Ok lang masaya kami!
One time ang ingay ko sa room, and nakatingin lang sila sakin, i dunno tuloy kung anong impression nila sakin! Naninibago siguro kasi maingay!

I watched BECUZ OF U with my Mom coz she really wanted to watch the film becoz of Diet and Tin Hermosa.... ok lang, comedy... I see myself sa status ni Kristine sa film! hmmm issue!

Anyway...

ayun lang... magiging busy nnaman ako this week...

I miss my friends....

hhaaayyyy...

Grr...

You won't even imagine, ang lupit ng Accounting koh!
I have 4 books para sa Accounting koh! Gosh! I mean hindi lang xa reference ha, yan talaga books namin! Gosh, worse than expected...

And then this week almost lahat may exams!
And the books... gosh, bukod sa thick, they're very expensive! Nakakalula!!!

I miss my friends, sina Glaiza at Mars...

Haay....

I miss my H.S. friends too!

Last nyt we (Angge and Aaron) went to Town. ang bait moh Aaron! Puring puri ka samin ni Angge!

I'll be very busy!

Bye

Grr....

People say I'm "Bev ang baduy mo ever! fan ka talaga!"

Ahem... I think yah...

But please, wag naman yung parang squatter ako!

There were some people kasi who react so nakakainis like ... "Bev ano ba yan!"

Anyway care ko

Ayun...
We ( Johara, Alvin, My brother) went to ABS last Sunday... Cause' supposedly imimeet namin si Tito Oneal ni Johara (Tito ni Geoff Eigenman), para hindi na kami pumila. Kaso when Johara called him they were at the taping of HIRAM (Geoff & Heart) dat's why wala sila last Sunday) kaya ayun, nahirapan kami pumasok. Buti nalang i do have my powerful charm and charisma(ulk) ahem... there was this Miss who facilitate ng mga papasok sa studio. And may theme pala na hindi naman namin alam, STRIPES or CHECKERED. Eh mejo ako lang yung nakastripes. So I told to her na "Miss please, galing pa po kaming Batangas..." Then she answered..."O sige pila lang kayo dito.." Ayun pinapunta nia kami sa pila ng papasok! Then we ate snacks muna blah blah...

Then sa sobrang ganda namin this Miss chose few pretty ladies (including me and Johara) I was wonderin' why! hahahaha... iba yung pila namin nina Johara sa iba. And hiwalay pa kami sa kapatid ko. I told to that Miss na "Miss may kasama po kasi kami..." then she said "Oo ok lang yan... ako bahala!" Ok fine! then we went straight to the studio with the other pretty girls...

Gosh... while waiting sa door.. we saw the SCQ2 Teens dancing... they were practicing... hello yung song ang pangit, it's YEYE VONELL by April Boy Regino!ulk! THen I saw Luis na agad and Joross and Hero sa door palang!

Then ayun inayos kami sa loob... Gosh... we do have a perfect view! esp me... ako yung harap at center! Thank God hindi kami napunta sa gallery, (sa bandang taas yun)! Then they gave us yung iwwave na checkered! hahahaha ang jologs! Then we were practicing the applause and the hiyaw!

The around 2:30 and dami ng pumapasok! Nasa door sina (Pia of It Might Be You) sorry I dunno her name. Carlos Agassi, Luis Manzano with his balloon sa tummy... hehehe then ayan na naglabasan na silang lahat, Iya, Jodi, Hero, Sandara.. the one who do the hosting! hahahaha Nagpapaicture pa si Rap kay Iya kasi ultimate crush nya yun!

Then sa mga corner ng stage andun sina Roxanne, Melissa, Neri, Michelle, Joross, Errol, Raphael, Joseph... sa kabilang dulo sina John Prats, Angeline Aguilar, Sarah Cristophers, etc...

Iya---> ang ganda! ang liit ng face nia...
Jodi---> same nung nasa TV
Hero and Sandy ---> same sa personal nakakasawa beauty ni Sandara
Melissa---> I think she is the prettiest sa SCQ... mukhang foreigner
Neri ---> ganun parin dapat nga tatawagin namin kaso nashshy kami ni Johara baka di na kami kilala
Errol and Raphael--> ganun parin
Joross---> I think masgwapo xa before
Joseph---> xa sa tingin ko ang pinakagapo sa kanila
Angeline Aguilar--->mataba.. grr.. I wish hindiako ganun kataba!

Then ayun they danced! ang galing! Esp si John Prats kahit mejo nadudulas na xa go padin! As in katapat ko lang xa!

Then next is yung part nina Angelica, Patrick, Carlo at Hunks...
Angelica---> I swear ang payat nia! ang liit ng braso at binti... lalo na yung face! Hindi xa mataba!
Patrick---> xempre gwapo!
Carlo--> ganun pa din
Hunks---> hahahaha gwapo si Papa Piolo ng mga kabadingan! in fairness

Next part yung kina Shaina...
ang ganda ni Shaina...
si Bea ganun pa din matangkad ever
Si Anne ganun parin...

***ETO MALUPIT****
Part nung dance showdown nina Shaina at Vina!
Gosh! Natulala ako ang sexy ni Vina! Nakakainggit!
yung part na humiga silang dalawa sa hagdan... kaharap/katapat ko lang sila! ANg lupit!
Ang ganda pala talaga ni Vina!
Sexy ever!

Then ano pa ba?
ayun yung Barbie's Cradle with Iya and Angelika... ganun din si Angelika sa personal!

Dapat sasayaw pa yung mga Star Circle Quest 2 kaso nag-giveway sa interview ni Jerry Yan! hehehe...
Sa SCQ2 ang gwapo ni Jason Abalos, ang cute ni Yheo at ang ganda ni Paw at Franz!!!!

Ayun...

hahahaha..

mukha silang mga barbie... ang lilit ng face

Then nagStarbucks kami then andun si Jodi, nagpapic kapatid koh!

hehehehehe

Hayy.....
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1st Day
Gosh nakakainis yung prof namin sa REED! Parang "Class what is 1+1..." Grabe! Feeling nia wala kaming alam sa mundo! "Class on the upper right part of your clsscard there is aline there... write you Student Number..." Hello... alam na namin yun...

At kung ano ano pa. Hindi pa daw final na xa prof namin...hahha sana nga... ayoko sa kanya

Quantech naman! Ayun... ang cute nung prof parang cartoon... but he said mahirap daw quantech... ayun may homework agad!

Then Accounting! with Ma'am Eden! Gosh... ayun nagquiz kami... madali lang kaso sakin magulo kasi hindi talaga ako nagbasa! Sipag diba!
Sabi nia there's no reason para hindi maglesson at magdiscuss... every meeting daw magexpect ng quiz.... helllo.... what's new!!!!
ayun bagsak ako sa quiz na yun!

Haay....
Tom.. Si Don nanaman! Hell again!

Hayy...

5 weeks lang yan! mayamaya Christmas na!!!!!

Whew

Gotta go!

*Ei Johara... labs talaga kita! SALAMAT!

Gosh…
Until now hindi ako mapkapaniwala na pumasa ako…

On the way to school…
Fx palang, kinakabahan na ako… kasi Expected ko na talaga na hindi ako papasa, but I’m still hoping! Then Victoria texted me, na magmadali becoz Sir Verocel(our stupid prof sa Filipino) is hanggang 11 lang daw.

School…
Hello, nakalagay sa Portal 12:20 pa time nia! He’s so paimportante! Eto namang prof naming sa Computer ‘Maghanda na kayo ng tissue!’ Hello… hindi yung subject nia yung tipong iiyakan koh noh… And I don’t care kahit bumagsak ako or ulitin ko yung subject nia!
In fairness matataas naman yung mga grades koh, except Statistics and PE(table tennis0 kasi hindi ako talaga marunong!… Last pa naman din yung Accounting, grabe na talaga kaba ko. Namiss ko mga friends ko, kaso hindi ako makadaldal kasi nga sobrang kinakabahan ako. Para na akong aatakihin sa puso!!! Celine lend me her magazine para naman daw kahit sandali maaliw ako… yah I did, kaso iba parin talaga!

Ma’am Dada’s Moment
Ayan na,ayan na xa! ‘Class… pasenxa na talaga kayo, pero meron talagang natatanggal… Siguro hindi talaga kayo para ditto!’ Yah… right yan talaga yung pumapasok sa utak ko lague! Buti nalang alphabetical… Kasi ako, Saki, Fat at Aaron, kamikami yung mga naghahabol nga grades! Nung nakuha na nina Saki at Fat yung kanila nagtawanan sila kasi pasado nga!

My Moment…
Rommel Herrera…
Jhing Jin…
Mars Mamalateo…
Bev Magpantay… SHOCKS!!!!
Pagkuha ko ng classcard…
****************** I PASSED *************************
Grabe… napaiyak ako sa tuwa!!! Akala nga nila bumagsak ako kasi talagang naiyak ako!
Natuwa pa ako kay Angge kasi after nia makuha yung card nia ako yung una niang tinanong kung pasado ako! Hahahaha Kasi if ever bagsak ako wala na xang kasabay pauwi! Hay Angge labs talaga kita!

But grabe nashocked din ako 2 sa barkada ko nawala, Mars and Glaiza! Nagulat ako kasi hindi naman sila naghahabol ng grade, samantalang kaming 4 naghahabol ng grade kami pa pumasa. Hay… buhay nga naman! Grabe, Marianne was very depressed! Kasi malaki talaga expectations ng parents nia sa kanya, and CPA pa mom nia! Grabe ayun Economics kukunin ni Glaiza, which is maganda naman talaga aside from Accounting! Si Mars ewan ko ba dun, lilipat daw xa ng school! Mamimiss ko talaga sila, ako nalang tuloy natitirang lalaki samin! Hahahaha! No But honestly mamimiss ko kayo!

Grabe tinext ko kaagad Mom ko kasi talagang ang happy happy ko, pati ata si Berna!

Ayun saktong 10 nawala sa section naming, I thought nga 1 section nalang kami next year pero hindi daw. BSA, 15 nalang sila, kami 24+9=33 nalang olmost… grabe… salang sala kami! Pero hindi parin ako safe kasi may 2nd sem pa at may summer pa.

Nagapapasalamat talaga ako sa mga friends kong pinagdasal ako, sina Berna, Rocky, Maane, Ra at Jopi(kung pinagdasal nio nga ako!) basta nakatulong yun ng sobra. Don’t worry pinagdasal ko din kayo. Pati kay Angge na todo crush na ata ako kasi hindi mabubuhay ng wala ako… (joke) Kay Jenny-feet.. ay mali… Fel pala… ay mali uli… kay John Jenny na ketext ko everyday and everynight, at sinabi pang malulungkot daw xa pag nawala ako dahil wala na daw xang textmate…. Napakabastos diba! Joke… hay Jenny tats naman ako… labs din kita always!
Hay… Thank You po talaga Lord! Kung alam nio lang kung gaano ako ka-happy!!!!
Daig pa naming ang pumasa sa board exam. Kasi Financial Accounting ang pinaka-mahirap sa lahat ng accounting!

Gosh guys.... tomorrow will be my JUDGEMENT DAY! GOsh.... kianakabahan na talaga ako! Binabagabag ako ng kaba almost everyminute! Napanaginipan ko pa xa kagabi! Lord... PLEASE HELP ME! Pag natanggal ako sayang lahat ng pinagpuyatan at pinaghirapan ko! Almost evryday 4 hours nalang tulog koh! Atsaka eto talaga dream ko! Lord Please!

And if ever man na hindi nga...Lord tulungan nio po akong tanggapin na hindi talaga ako para dun at i-guide nio po ako sa aking bagong carrer!!!!

Friends.... pagdasal nio ko!

Daig ko pa talaga yung kumuha ng board exam!!!

I'm so worried!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh… I can’t believe 2nd sem was over…It was such a difficult semester for me… super!

I had my worst experience this week because of my Accounting Final Exam… It was horrible…

Saturday, Sunday & Monday…
We don’t have our class last Monday because the school was celebrating for having their own charter blah blah… Congratulations to us!
That was good, I thought of having my enough time of reviewing Accounting! It was cover-to-cover and around 15 chapters and hello, we drastically used 3 books for the whole sem… It was definitely loooonnngggg…. And I thought of having my first 5 chapters on Saturday, next five on Sunday and the rest on Monday… But since my katamaran is umiral, I only read 7 chapters…. Sipag diba! Anywei Accounting was scheduled on Thursday and Friday so I still have my time…

Tuesday…
Human Resource examination was the only stupid thing we did this day… It was relatively easy, puro case analysis… gosh I hated it! I said to myself I have to finish 2 chapters this nyt… and yes… I did!

Wednesday…
Me and Angge was too early because of our PE Class… We had our Final Exam… it was good, I got 12/30 hhahahaha…. I’m not good in sports naman eversince! But I love Table Tennis! I was so nervous because we thought that Ma’am Dada will return our quizzes and paperworks, but she told us that she’s not yet done! Grrr… It has been a month hindi parin nya tapos icheck! Grr…. Well ok fine… She told us, we don’t need those anymore! She even said that “Magbasa lang kayo…” Hello.. Seems easy! I finished reading the rest of the chapters… Grabe… I dunno if you could call it review… But I just scanned my book and recall the topics we discussed… I know naman nobody did the review na todo todo! It was difficult sobra! I just prayed to God, na wag sana ako ma-mental blocked! And for me to remember all the topics at hindi ako malito… Nakakahiya man, I even textd my friends askin for a favor na ipagpray ako… Because I believed that the prayers of others were more effective!


Thursday ….(the moment)
Before the exam I just relaxed at home and eat and eat and eat… para hindi gutom… Because 3 hours for an Accounting exam was too short!
****Ma’am Dada even told us to join the BSA students in their room, para daw even yung testpapers distribution… ha Nakakapreassure tuloy… ******

The Ma’am gave the exam…..

It was horrible!!!! 75 Problems!!!!!!! HELLO… We thought that it was not that too specific, but oh my gosh, it was! I can’t even think that I can pass that examination! WALANG MATINONG MAKAKATAPOS nun within 3 hours! Hindi makatao! After the exam… I remained speechless…. Mas madami pa yung hinulaan kesa sa pinagisipan! Grr…. I wanna cry…. I can now see my future… But I said to myself NO!!!! I have to make bawi… so when I returned at home I said to myself… didibdibin lko to! Then ayun I slept at around 2!

Friday…. (the last moment)
I am too early becoz of the –“pa-espesyal na exam”…Computer! Grrr… I am not excempted… but ok lang…. It was sisiw! Then we went to canteen and eat and then review… Kaso… I can’t concentrate because of this manong… na tagatabas ng damo! And also nagdadaldalan kami! So I said to myself bahala na!

Ang again, I am with the BSA students again…

The Ma’am gave the exam!

Again 75 itmes, multiple-choice objectives… It was less difficult than the first one…


THE SEM WAS OVER…. But still hindi ko magawang sumaya… Because I dunno if I can passed the course… I really wanna cry… all I have to do is to wait! My probability of passing the course was too low… I’m so depressed…
I asked God “Lord ibigay nio na po lahat ng malas bago mag-Friday wag lang malas sa accounting at sa family”

Buong sem wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi mag-aral…
As in super aral…

I talked to My Mom… she said that “Kung hindi para sayo hindi…” But I really want to pass! I was in the mood of preparing myself to accept that I will fail and I have to shift or transfer to other school! If I’ll fail the course, maybe I’ll shift to Economics… good course din naman yun… may ma-ccredit… But gosh… another adjustments… I want kasi pre-law course coz I wanna pursue law! Then my Mom told me, kung Eco edi Eco, pag pumasa edi good… Pagbutihin ko nalang daw!

Gosh… Until now hindi ko magawang magsaya! The burden was still inside….

All I have to do is to wait and to hope and off course to pray!!!!!

God Bless Me!

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There’s always that one person that will always have your
heart
You never see it coming cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me it’s clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby (you will always be my boo)

(Alicia Keys Rap)
I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and
It’s the only way we know how to rock
I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and
It’s the only way we know how to rock

(Usher verse)
Do you remember girl I was the one that gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby

(Chorus Usher)
It started when we were younger you were mine (my boo)
Now another brother's taken over but it’s still in you’re eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it’s all right (my boo)
I know we haven’t seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo

(Chorus Alicia Keys)
I was in love with you when we were younger you were mine (my boo)
When I see you from time to time I still feel like (my boo) (that's my baby)
You can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo) (i can't hide it)
And even though there’s another man who’s in my life
You will always be my boo

(Alicia Keys)
Yes I remember boy cause after we kissed
I can only think about you’re lips
Yes I remember boy the moment I knew
You were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name
I was there and you were my baby

(Chorus Usher)
It started when we were younger you were mine (my boo) (you were mine)
Now another brother's taken over but it’s still in you’re eyes (my boo) (yes it is)
Even though we use to argue it’s all right (my boo) (it's all right, it's ok)
I know we haven’t seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo

(Chorus Alicia Keys)
I was in love with you when we were younger you were mine (you were my boo) (my boo)
When I see you from time to time I still feel like (my boo)
You can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo)(it's all right now, it's ok)
And even though there’s another man who’s in my life (what we have is in each other)
You will always be my boo

(Hook Usher & Alicia Keys)
My oh my oh my oh my oh my boo
My oh my oh my oh my oh my boo

(Chorus Usher)
It started when we were younger you were mine (you were mine)(my boo)
Now another brother's taken over but it’s still in you’re eyes (my boo)(you and i)
Even though we use to argue it’s all right (my boo)(it's all right, it's ok)
I know we haven’t seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo

(Alicia Keys Rap)
I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and
It’s the only way we know how to rock
I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and